Category Archives: Breakdown

Two Year Anxiversary – Riding the Unplanned Life Diversion

Like what I did there??! So I’m sitting in the office pretending to work, whilst counting down the minutes before I can get the hell outta here and get on a train home to the Devonshire countryside where my parents … Continue reading

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Cos’ you’re just a boy…and you don’t understand…that I’m mentally unstable…

Yes! A boy! Men. Relationships. Dating situations. What a HEAD F*CK?! I mean, could there be more uncertainty packed into one single situation?! Not only is the entire situation based on emotions, unless you’re part of some kind of arranged … Continue reading

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Treasure the tiny pieces of your jigsaw

I have had some lovely comments of appreciation lately, either through Paul David or friends of friends, and it inspired me to write again. I haven’t written anything creative in a little while. Let’s see what comes along today. I seem to … Continue reading

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The Bad comes with the Good

I feel like I should write what it’s like when my Anxiety is bad. I’ve suffered Anxiety badly for the last year and a half and I wouldn’t feel I was filling in all the gaps honestly if I didn’t … Continue reading

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So…How’s Life?

Just thought I’d check in as I haven’t written in SO long. I kept doing the whole ‘I must write another blog!’ and then ‘Nahhh I’m having too much fun doing X Y Z…’ and off I went distracted absorbing … Continue reading

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It’s OK to be lost in a loin cloth

I’ve seen little trinkets and gems about myself over the last year and a half. Suffering Anxiety and the ups and downs that come with it has led me, at times, to feel more lost than I’ve ever felt. When … Continue reading

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It’s not Behiiiind youuuuu, it’s Insiiiiiiiiide Youuuuuuuuuuuu!

Something hit me, as I was lazily scrolling through an Excel sheet at work on Tuesday. This search, these posts, my opinions, it has never been about finding the right advice. I’ve been talking about what works and what doesn’t, … Continue reading

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Paul David Fan Club

I’ve said it before, but I will stress again that there is NOTHING like talking to someone who has experienced the same thing as you. So anyone suffering Anxiety will really relate to Emily’s video here. As you will see, … Continue reading

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Sophie’s Story (NOT Choice…)

I made another lovely friend through Paul David, a fair few months ago now. Sharing your experience with someone who truly understands is one of the most valuable things you can do when you are suffering – I truly believe humans … Continue reading

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No one ever analyses feeling good because Analysis itself is the cause of feeling bad…

In all my previous posts about Anxiety, I’ve always talked about the feelings of being in the depths of it, how you feel when it is consuming you, how you feel when all you want to do is find the … Continue reading

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